I had one of the most humbling moments of my life yesterday. And I thank you for that.
I had to find my courage and take my life back. I had to look at myself and realize that only I could make that change. To forgive myself, to decide it doesn't matter how I got here, only how I get home. For all the amazing people in my life who have been holding vigil waiting for me to remember who I am, thank you.
I hold on to the knowledge that we all make mistakes. Maybe my youngest son knew last week he needed to set the bar, and like him I need to summon the guts to stand in front of the world and admit where I am. Only then can the healing begin.
I have been lucky in my life not to have experienced much darkness. I have an amazing family who loves me, a blessed life really. I have friends who have been standing by, waiting in the light.
For all I thought I had learned, I still gave my power away. And that is a lesson that has been worth all the learning that I have been through in the past few years. I will never give my power away again.
A special friend once said to me " Sometimes people come into your life to make you stand up and declare who you are." How wise you were and are. Thank you for that early message. I have held it close to my heart every day.
I offer my thanks this day for all the gifts in my life. All the people who love me, and whom I love. I humbly appologize for being gone so long. I have remembered myself. I am coming home.
In love and light,
Kathryn
I had to find my courage and take my life back. I had to look at myself and realize that only I could make that change. To forgive myself, to decide it doesn't matter how I got here, only how I get home. For all the amazing people in my life who have been holding vigil waiting for me to remember who I am, thank you.
I hold on to the knowledge that we all make mistakes. Maybe my youngest son knew last week he needed to set the bar, and like him I need to summon the guts to stand in front of the world and admit where I am. Only then can the healing begin.
I have been lucky in my life not to have experienced much darkness. I have an amazing family who loves me, a blessed life really. I have friends who have been standing by, waiting in the light.
For all I thought I had learned, I still gave my power away. And that is a lesson that has been worth all the learning that I have been through in the past few years. I will never give my power away again.
A special friend once said to me " Sometimes people come into your life to make you stand up and declare who you are." How wise you were and are. Thank you for that early message. I have held it close to my heart every day.
I offer my thanks this day for all the gifts in my life. All the people who love me, and whom I love. I humbly appologize for being gone so long. I have remembered myself. I am coming home.
In love and light,
Kathryn
You were never gone- You just stepped back and gave yourself the gift of letting yourself learn through all the pain, so you could shine even brighter. So many people love you so much. You are never alone. xo Leah.
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